How I feel about where I am

My feelings about being at Harvard vary every day - and here's pretty much how they go:

• Sometimes I feel shocked, and a little bit confused, like "How in the world did I end up here?"
• Then I start to feel a bit more confident, and start to take it for granted, like it's just another school.
• Then something happens like just now - I look out the window and I see the bright orangey late afternoon sun making Langdell glow, with the words "HARVARD LAW SCHOOL" emblazoned in golden light, and I just think wow. And just appreciate it.